Good morning family. I just wanted to take a moment to remind you that on the illumination path you cannot avoid developing a meditation habit. You can start it now or wait another 3 or 4 lifetimes, doesn’t matter to God. However my suggestion would be to go ahead and get started before the universe somehow forces you to do so. All those things you say are more important simply aren’t - you are lying to yourself. And if you say “it doesn’t work for me - I can’t concentrate” that’s just bullshit too. If you want to be good at something you have to practice. Now or lifetimes from now - your choice. You say you want enlightenment right? Every path I’ve ever found that leads there goes straight through meditation. Get to it! Have a blessed day!